Billy Crawford opened up expressing his side in the "The Buzz" aired July 28, 2013 episode five days after their trending breakup.

“She is a dream come true when it comes to finding the right one. It’s hard to find the right one when you really know that you yourself is not the one,” 

“I forgot what makes me happy.” “She has no fault. I’m not a perfect guy. I’ve done some things that I’ve regret, but she supported me. She understood. She was there. But I tend to go home by myself. I’m the one who’s completely lost and I’m searching. I asked her. Give me a chance to find myself.” 

“I tend to hurt her. And I don’t really want this interview for sympathy. Whatever happens happens.” “I have to start from scratch. I need to try to find what was making me happy before.” 

“It’s so hard to love someone, and to continue on if I don’t love myself, if I’m unhappy. I can’t force her to be the certain person that I wanted her to be and vice versa. It’s so hard because I’m searching because I just don’t know.” “People see me every day. They just don’t see me when I’m home. I love her (Nikki). I still do. But it’s unfair to continue. I became distant.” 

“I learned that importante na mahanap mo muna sarili mo. I think kung maligaya ka, mas madaling magpaligaya ng tao. Hindi ko sya napaligaya. Nasaktan ko sya. She’s an amazing person.” “I hope you understand. That’s really all” “For the sake of my life lang. This will be the last time that I will talk about what happened. This is the first and the last that I will talk about our relationship.” 

“I just really wanted to say I’m sorry.”
Source: Manilarepublic.net and TV Series Crazy